Admit My Fault

I always ask myself,why im this...couldn't GOD makes me perfect a bit...make
me high a bit,make me handsome a bit...so that i wouldn't been play by girls.
.In my love story..,always end with BREAK UP,if not because the girl is
a playgirl,then precisely the girl want study first,or the girl says that
"Avitus,when I'm with you,I happy,but you didn't give me the personal space
that i want that i need,you shouldn't not to give a girl a personal space",then
it will end up with BREAK UP...7 times i heard this kind of they says 'Problem'
...but now when i  flashback my memory..rethink what they says...i started
realize the mistaken that i done to them....is not that I've been a playboy
..is that every human being need at least quater personal space..no one
like will like if they been tied by someone...now i realize that some of
my Ex are really love me....but at the same time i tied them to stringent...it
change their feel to me from love to hate...maybe i should trust them more
than myself and friends and feelings..am i too late to realize from my mistaken
that i done to them...i hope that its not too late for me to waked up from
my fault.....