Friday, 29 June 2012

Excited???

沉默沉默沉默,我现在在烦恼混乱中,烦恼着我哥和大姐的贷款如何,飞机票如何,
我的Trumpet如何,我的Flute又如何,我混乱着到那儿该做些什么先??!!??!!??啊。。。
还有我现在的心情难以解释。。,我太紧张了,紧张到睡不着,天啊。。我很疲倦
啊。。。求求你给我休息一会儿吧。。。。

Wednesday, 27 June 2012

Message To Aunty Maggie(姑妈)

Greeting  aunty Maggie,
It been a long time we didn’t have a chance to chat ,I know that my brother and you always email-ing,ok..,to make my word short,the reason I write this email is because I want you to know what my planning in my music dream,I’m taking Diploma in Music in Segi College Subang Jaya and I’ll start my course in around 12 days more(two weeks),the duration and the fees is around RM35000(only school fees) for 3 years,My brother and Sister applying for a Personal Loan with bank for me to use at there,and now they still waiting for result,my brother told me that you want to know what am I going to do after graduated ,and now I’ll told you one by one,now I’m planning to take trumpet as my major study field and flute as my minor study field.
The reason I chose trumpet and flute  is I like this two instrument and this two instrument is the most important part in orchestra,in other reason I’m choosing flute is because now flute player is the most needed in orchestra all around the world.
It been told that everyone have prejudice about Music this field,actually music is not what you all thinking that simple that worse.If I have an Diploma in Music I can be either Orchestra Performer, Performer nor a tutor.I have my own planning,after graduate I’m planning to join in orchestra American Symphony Orchestra(New York) and then after a few year if possible I’ll planning to change to Macao Orchestra or Tokyo Philharmonic Orchestra.But for the starting to my orchestra dream,I’ll make myself to join in to Malaysian Philharmonic Youth Orchestra(MPYO) for my starting if I’ll be able to join in,the reason I chose this three orchestra from different country is I always dream to go for a visit at there, hahaha….But I also have expect that if I’m not able to join in orchestra I’ll chose to be a tutor or coach while get some experience because in all orchestra all around the world,the will always recruit a player that have doesn’t matter experience in orchestra or in teaching,the important thing is you must have experience in Music field as much as you can,who know maybe after few year of my coaching,have an orchestra group invite me to join in their orchestra without expected.
I know that every each of you not so confidence about my choice,maybe some of you scare I’m just playing around or scare I’m studying without any planning,I can tell you all are wrong. I’m choosing Music not because just a hobbies,I have a dream, an ambition,spirit and planning in Music,I put a lot of seed in it in order to make it grow brightly,and I promise myself and my family that I’ll study hard to chase what I want ,what I put in my seed,no matter what people think about me or purposely want to turn off my fire,I’ll face it with all my heart all my spirit,I don’t care of any stress any teases etc.,I’ll face it ,cause no dream is without restraint,”Don’t be a professional musician,Just be a good and well musician,cause all of the musician call them a professional musician,at last,it will makes you stress and you will feel hopeless”,I get this from a conductor names Mr. Micheal Booty came from London.He told us when I attend a music workshop conduct by him.
OK,I think that all I share to you,hope we get a chance to chat again,I apologize for my Long-Long message…See You,Bye….    

Sunday, 24 June 2012

日记 Part 4

18/06/2012(星期一)
我看见你,驾车时,你很可爱驾车时,虽然只是经过,但我已经很满足了,晚上你
没去帮手,我有点失望,昨天你也没去教堂,我已经两个星期没看见你在教堂了,
我有点失望。。。

Monday, 11 June 2012

日记 Part 3

09/06/2012(星期六)
都一个星期了,我没见到你,你好吗???现在我还想着你,因为我对你实在是太深刻
了,因为我喜欢你。。,你不知道,因为你不想知道。。太想你了,我睡不着。。
你睡得着吗??你吃饱了吗???你累吗???我很想告诉你我喜欢你,刚才我在教堂时见
到你的车。。我多么希望你会出现,至少我能见到你,每次我听罗马丝德阿莫(Romance
de amour),我都会想起你,你知道吗。。。我现在正在学弹那首曲。。我希望有天
能亲自弹给你听。。。

Thursday, 7 June 2012

日记 Part 2

07/06/2012(星期四)
今天本来打算送了大姐去做工后就‘顺便’碰见你。。但没那个机会。因为我帮大
姐买食物,虽然她没叫但我得买,因为这是我的责任,我见不到你我很难过,不开
心,有想要哭的感觉。。哭不出。。,不知原因。。你在家了吗??吃饱了吗??洗澡
了吗??疲倦了吗??睡着了吗??我通通都在问着,我真的希望有天你能答。。。,在
没看见你的日子,我不大开心,你没对我给我甜甜又可爱的微笑。。我更痛。。想
着想着为什么你没回复我??难道不知我是谁???又或者是没收到???我不知道。。我
知希望你收到,就算不看也没关系。。。

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

下雨时我想到的人

人家说,如果你想知道你爱的人是谁,很简单,在下雨时,你脑袋突然出现的那个人,刚好你又对他/她有好感。。,他/她就是你爱的人了,不知道是否是真的。,很多人这样想。。这样说。。我想应该,我不知道。。,刚不久下了很大很大的雨,我突然想到她,我对我自己说。。如果我现在能在她身边。。我们就能抱在一起,温
暖得。。。喝杯热的饮料。。,一起看些浪漫的电影,听些浪漫的歌。。在一起拥抱时,能感受得出温暖的感觉,幸福的感觉,感受的到对方。。那多么好。。,多浪漫。。,但这只是我自己在想,我知道她怎么想。。在说。。我知道自己什么料。。没钱没房子没储蓄没样貌,年纪又小,有理想也只不过是只踏出了第一步。。,
嗨。。。

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

心声 Part 6

03/06/2012(星期六)
我见到你了,很辛苦的寻找着你等待着你,但你没对我笑,我很想念你的笑容,灿
烂的。。我很想再次看到,你没对我打个招呼,没关系。。。,我明白,我希望我
的信没吓倒你。。,希望你能给我一次机会,我知道,年龄有差别,但我不介意得。。,
我真的很喜欢你。。。但这只是我的白望。。。。没可能能实现的白望。。